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[27 Nov 2004|12:08am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

the past three days have been the awesome!


now back to the books for three more weeks..and then it's time to party again.

goodnight ♥

[23 Nov 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I miss Paris.

3 whispered goodnight ♥

Soon I'll be able to breath again. [22 Nov 2004|08:56pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I definietly have to slow down with school. Today was the first time in a very long time that at the end of the day, I felt good. I went to dance, and I had a blast, I didn't want class to end...i forgot how much I love to dance. Everything in my life has been put on hold, been pushed to the side since school started and I've been a lot more irritable...and I can't let that continue to happen. I refuse to have college take over my life and that's why after this semester I'm slowing down.
I've realized that there are far more important things in my life than rushing into finishing school in two years. And just because it's going to take me longer to finish, doesn't mean that I have to finish at Nassau. Now that I've just about finished my first semester of Nursing, I could very easily transfer those credits to another school, somewhere else.
These past 3 months have been bad, just b/c i know i haven't been myself and I haven't had my priorities straight. But now I've come to realize this, I can do my best to fix it.
I just one more day of school this week, and then I have off for Thanksgiving. Then i just have to get through 3 more weeks...3 more weeks, and then the semester is over..finished! However, I think it's going to be the longest three weeks of my life.

1 whispered goodnight ♥

DO IT DO IT DO IT [10 Nov 2004|08:08pm]
Post a memory of me in the comments. Even if we have never met, just the first event that comes to your mind when you think about me. It can be anything you want.

Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you!
7 whispered goodnight ♥

[04 Nov 2004|05:53pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I woke up at 6 this morning, dragged myself up the stairs and into the bathroom to take a shower...only to find out that we have no hot water. So I took a very cold shower, quite refreshing on a 40 degree morning. not. I got out of the shower to realize that the oil burner is broken, so we have no heat in the house period.
So PETRO comes and tells us that the oil burner is unfixable and we need a new one..which makes sense b/c it is really old.
So as of right now 4 men have overtaken the basement, making it impossible for me to be in my room. They've been here all day installing the new heater and it's 6pm now and still aren't close to being finished yet.
And now my room smells like sweaty men. ew.

goodnight ♥

;) [21 Oct 2004|11:47pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

oooh sometimes I really love being a girl.

2 whispered goodnight ♥

[16 Oct 2004|06:28pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

Sometimes when it comes to studying, I have the attention span of a 2 year old.

2 whispered goodnight ♥

[12 Oct 2004|04:49pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I was driving home from school today and I look in my rearview mirror and see the guy behind me singing and dancing like crazy in his car. This amuses me and makes me want to do the same. So I did.

Oh the homework that must be completed tonight is massive.
yay school!! yay sarcasm!

2 whispered goodnight ♥

[11 Oct 2004|03:42pm]
I am quite a pathetic individual.
2 whispered goodnight ♥

[07 Oct 2004|09:34pm]
[ mood | tired ]

one hundred thingsCollapse )

5 whispered goodnight ♥

[07 Oct 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Remember this song?

Jimmy Fallon - Idiot Boyfriend


2 whispered goodnight ♥

[03 Oct 2004|06:07pm]
[ mood | good ]

All is good.
3 whispered goodnight ♥

:D [30 Sep 2004|11:45am]
[ mood | happy ]

I love thursdays.

1 whispered goodnight ♥

let the rain fall down. [28 Sep 2004|01:01pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so the highlight of my day so far had got to be walking across campus from the Nursing Building to the parking lot in the pouring rain, making my way through puddles that were, at times, ankle deep. And I was wearing flip flops so my pants got completely soaked from my flip flops splashing the water up against them. I don't think it would've been as much fun if I wasn't wearing flip flops..it was fun sloshing through the huge pools of water in the parking lot.
yeahhh and i'm not looking forward to the rest of the week..at all.

1 whispered goodnight ♥

[23 Sep 2004|10:42pm]
[ mood | okay ]

what a weird day today was..i'm glad it's finally almost over.
tomorrow should be better b/c i don't have to babysit so I will sleep..for a very long time, then I'm going to get my hair cut at 3:30pm..finally.
I'm really starting to feel the stress from school now. I think I may implode by the end of October.

this is what i do when i'm boredCollapse )

goodnight ♥

[21 Sep 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

"So the cell membrane acts a barrier, preventing certain things from going in or out of the cell...and that is why we have zippers on our pants, to prevent us from making babies all over the place." haha i have the best Anatomy Professor.

2 whispered goodnight ♥

[20 Sep 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | good ]

Today was a really good day. I don't know exactly why..it just was. I feel genuinely happy. It started last night with Sara and the conversation that we had. We have very profound conversations..about life and how things work out and well..yeah we're going to write a book one day.
And it's awesome that I actually enjoy going to school. Thay my 4 hour Nursing lab goes by so fast and that I'm finally interested in what I'm learning.
I like going to school, I like my job, my schedule isn't as stressful as I thought it would be, I have awesome friends..the only thing I'm missing is you.
And the leaves are starting to change color and it's getting cooler outside, which means that Autumn is here and that makes me really happy too.

And now here's this..
dave is so prettyCollapse )

5 whispered goodnight ♥

[14 Sep 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I love that school keeps me busy.
It keeps me focused.

goodnight ♥

[11 Sep 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I like working Saturday mornings.
Kids are awesome.
I don't start Pediatrics in school until next September..I can't wait.
I had fun doing my homework before.
School scares me alot...but it also makes me really excited. very bipolar.

I hate driving in Brooklyn.
I could never live in the city. I find it just depresses/annoys me.
It was really cool outside tonight. yay autumn!

It's time for a haircut ;)

goodnight ♥

[10 Sep 2004|12:50pm]
Twenty four oceans
Twenty four skies
Twenty four failures
Twenty four tries
Twenty four finds me
In twenty-fourth place
Twenty four drop outs
At the end of the day
Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty four hours ago
goodnight ♥

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